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fuck, my, love, life..
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if only we had stayed together.. we would have happy days and moody days. i wouldn't force myself to change cos i didn't think i'd lose you. so yeah, some happy days some moody days.
if only we'd patch.. we would have total happiness. since we broke, that damn breakup made me change for you. the perfect boyfriend. but you just won't let me show it to you. so yeah, loving cute and sweet relationship.
none of these happened.. so now, total sadness torture suffering pain moodswings emotional strees depression sorrow etc etc.. i hope you like me being this way..
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tears.. and tears.. and tears.. and tears.. and tears.. and tears.. and tears.. and tears.. and tears.. fuck lar, seriously.. what did i do to deserve all this.. fuck.. fuck, 4boxes of tissue not enough.. fuck.. why aren't the tears stopping.. fuck..
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this, is gonna be a very long post. i think this is only the second time i uploaded a picture in my blog. well, i like this pic. phone wallpaper. though it brings back fcking bad memories, but it's memories that i'd like to keep with me forever. i've done the first part of my intro. lol. now for the second part. think this post will be so simple. cos, i think only less than 5 people from chung cheng reads my blog. that's what i think lar. but now start to drag poly people to read le. so, shall write something for those in the clique. those that will read this in the first place i mean. (:
these few days, weren't very good for me ? the nights were worse than usual. though every night i shed tears, the last few nights were more emotional. hais, i wonder when all these would come to an end. i have always believed that a new begining would be the perfect ending..
first week of holiday almost over, so we're left with one more to get all our projects started. Business Statistics are almost done le, Jourdan Francesca and Aunty Michelle are great to work with (: how bout Macro Economics ? hmmm, hai hao ba i think ? when's the next meeting ?! we've to do our video ! :O Fong Lai Hoon Lena, Dewi Ester and huishan are great too ! looking forward to the vid man. with me, how can it be un-entertaining ? still got Dewi the BIG BOSS :D the class is so gonna love it (; Marketing, halfway there ! this is by far, the most exciting group man. hidden message : the most easily distracted group. but enthu ! CHNGI AIRPORT FOR MEETING ! how nice is that ? went to T2 MacDonalds to do our things. after that, played truth or dare. secrets all being dug out :O talked cock till around 5 ? then hunted for power socket. so pathetic right we all ? FAILED SOMEMORE ! we even went to crowne hotel man. sat in the lobby. i spun in the chair like a kid man ! haha. i admit, i'm a little immature. come on lar guys. i can be mature, i just choose not to so that we can have fun (; one important thing i have to say. i love my poly friends alot. honestly, everyone is so caring and fun to be with. every single one of them is fun in his/her own way. it's just such a nice thing to see, everybody smiling. wah.. love you guys alot man (;
thanks to Ray and Jenting, i've started gaming le ! currently playing Counter Strike and Left 4 Dead 2. CS only play with Ray, cos i no bot. can't play alone mah, zibi kia siol. L4D2 is the best, cos the clique plays too ! girls abit too fierce liao, anyhow take sword slash here and there. me and Jeremy also tio. ouch. then YuYing another one. wah i so good go protect her hor, still come headshot me. ZAI SIA ! cannot headshot zombie, can headshot friend. ): overall, damn fun lar L4D2 when we're playing together. please do not play in the library anymore, damn fcking noisy >< "JOCKEY JOCKEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" WAH SO LOUD ! that's you Lena, think you louder than those World Cup airhorns and trumpets man O.O i miss the class.. HS 1001 isn't bonded. 5 or 6 cliques in the class man. but at least some cliques communicate with other regularly. still healthy abit ba. hope more outings will bond us together. HS1001 ftw ! jiayou for future ICAs and Exams everyone ! ;D Dr Chia keep calling me IMRAN -.- Jen ~ where's my class list ~ is everyone present ? Mr Sam Woo, i miss your lessons man. where's your crient number and qruery ? :D and we've stop playing your 'GAMES' already. heucampus also cannot recognise. pro sia you teacher. dramn clrever abd crute leh yrou ! hrahra ! :D
holidays aren't like holidays man. everyday going out for projects. and for drum too. yes, i'm still going back for my secondary school cca. call this passion ? lol :x wah i suddenly love the ending of AWAKEN, don't know why. went for drum just now. plugged in earpiece, BLAST ! as usual. clique knows the volume i listen to. even those aaround me can listen to the song clearly when i'm listening to it O.o yeah, was blasting. then the sec3s and 2s were playing awaken. when it was the ending part, wah so nice, i took off my earpiece just to hear it properly man O.O maybe i just miss playing the drums too much ba :/ been a while since i touched the drums le. cos nowadays, i come back to study there or just slack. never teach already. cos some people don't need me mah, so i teach for what ? don't waste their time mah. might as well i do my own things, don't burden them. lol. someone told me to do her quiz for her. wah i saw surds and indices that chapter, so excited. do do do, helped her get full marks. zai bo ? thought i would get rewarded by her after drum, send her home. but instead, she said don't want. as usual lor :x so, walked at a very very slow speed to khatib mrt station. bump into NG CHEUK TOW near the overhead bridge. been so long since we last saw each other. talked awhile. took same train, cos she going 4F dinner thing. sad i can't go ): alighted at yck, walked at the same fcking slow speed home. of course, my itouch accompanied me. shouting in my ear. emo song blast, damn ironic man. it's like, the singer is emo, but he'she's shouting. weird, but still enjoyable. emo songs are perfect in helping one cry and release all of his/her stress..
love the clique alot, no idea why. just being around you guys stops mt fcking emo-ing. you guys rock man (;
Jeremy Quek ! first time i met you. think Jenting tole me you were 20. wah ! i thought you retain 3 years leh ! haha. everytime go gym, still say your muscles so small. talk cock ! ni yeh ?! love your jokes man. keep laughing with us, thanks for acting our age :D without you the clique wouldn't have this big korkor protect us and help us (: cheerup btw, don't let that btch pull you down. you know, after what she said to you, i actually have the motivation to do well for my studies now. i wanna get better results than her. you show her too ok ! big bro love ! (;
Jen Ting ! wah, first friend i made ah ? come in sit beside me, shake my hand. ask me for my name. i said Iman then asked for yours. took me 3 to 5 times before i heard Jen Ting properly man. haha. first day jiu become class rep le, can tell cha cha had eyes on you long ago. :D faster reject him ! later he get false hopes ! LOL.............. study hard leh, together top the class want or not ? whole clique lar. wow, pro sia if really like that. O.O jiayou with your gal, sure can one lar, you so cute. any girl would fall for you. unlike me :'( bro love ! (;
Ray Tan ! hmmm, first time met you was orientation. you talk to Jenting. he ask, you Ray tarded fight ? WAH I AMCHIO LOR in my heart. haha ! liked your name lor. Ray, so nice :D ever since then, we two have always been highing in class and in school. sure very embarassing lor in other people's eyes. so fun being with you. MAI OWN ME IN CS LEH ! give chance abit luh ): let's eat up the whole sputh canteen one day, koufu too ! (: do well in studies hor. if only the amount of food you eat = how smart you are right ? then you genius le leh ! :D bro love ! (;
Eileen Koh Yu Ning ! hmmm. how did we meet ah ? i think cos you keep being with Ray, then we talked liao. is it ? forget le leh. but i know you stun when you know i could speak chinese ! (: then came to know you love in yishun, then talk about my secondary school liao, then talk about my love life le. all bbecause you live in yishun. LOL ! wah now got so many guy friends le hor, not that free to pei us already. but it's ok ! clique outing you free can le ;D truth or dare with you is always so fun ! especially dare ! all your dares so fun sia :D play more ok ! loves ! (;
Michelle Wong ! AUNTIE MICHELLE ! thanks to Jenting, everyone is calling you auntie. blame him don't blame me ! wah, don't so serious leh next time. scary leh. play play abit lar, can destreess mah. you l4d2 mad already lor ! addicted leh ! time to stop Michelle ! AND CONTROL YOUR SEXUAL EMOTIONS AUNTIE ! too much leh ! haha. though it always makes us laugh. entertaining mah. jiayou with your XXX ah ! hope he diesn't go USA and leave you here. loves ! (;
Yu Ying ! wah just join ah ? temporary or permanent ? stick with us as long as you like, we're short of girls also mah. haha. don't feel shy around us hor, we speak without thinking. that's how Jenting made Michelle emotionally depressed. :O blend in yeah ? hope all your troubles disappear soon ! ;D in the meantime, you have us ok ! loves ! (;
Lena Fong Lai Hoon ! bee hoon kia ! don't angry when we keep teasing you ah ! we tease you cos it's fun to see you whack Jenting mah. he keep saying, you keep hitting him. epic war man. war of the sexes :O dr chia on the center of you both. center gender mah. LOL ! wah you poa so zai, teach us more leh. some people get only 5/30 for poa leh. 'wonder who?' lol. jiayou ! don't pub le, time to study ! loves (;
there, took me so long to think of what to say for each person man :x didn't include Jun Hui and Marcus cos i don't think they'll read this. so yeah, everyone else is up there. emotional yeah ? )': clique is loved by me ! (:
that's it, no power liao. started this since 6pm leh. now 7.47pm le O.o thanks for readong people, i'll try to update this place as often as i can ! IMAN LOVES EVERYONE OUT THERE WHO LOVES ME TOO ! ~ ;D
hey, i gave everything a good thought. these few night have been reflection night for me. i know it was my fault for the past, i shouldn't have treated you like that. what a jerk right ? but at least i didn't abuse you mah. i wouldn't bear to. i know we've had our ups and downs. damn deep downs. the more i think, the harder i'll cry. because, i now then realise. what you've been going through when you're with me. why the fck did it took so long. i should have changed for you long ago, stop all this restrcting and all. it's different now, ok ? i'm not who i used to be. those months without you, have both strengthen and weaken me. it has given me strength to change, and get you back into my arms. but yet, weaken my heart. i bet it's now no different from a wet tissue. just a slight touch, and it'll tear apart. every night, it tears and tears and tears. every morning when i wake up, a new piece is being pulled from the tissue box in my heart. but when night comes, that piece will have the same fate as the rest. torn apart and thrown away. so yeah, i'm hoping all this will stop before the last piece of tissue is taken from my heart. then my heart won't have anything already. empty, hollow. without you, i'm already begining to feel like that. do you remember before 090209 when i was still jioing you. we were so innocent and cute man, both still so shy. after that, we've had so much nice times with each other. our 3D2N at pasir ris by ourselves, how great it was. listening to Boom Boom Pow and Muttons to Midnight on the radio in the tent before we went to sleep, so sweet right ? escape together on the second day. spam pirate with you. honestly, i was fcking scared you know ? but for the sake of seeing you smile, i agreeed to take it many many times with you. to see you smile after each ride, even if i was dizzy like siao and can't stand properly, i still find it worth it. damn worth it. soon after that, i started treating you so badly sometimes. i let my mood affect my actions to you. ignore you, neglect you. hais, what a jerk. those were the downs we had. i re-read the messages in my phone, and found some that i really hated. so many small trivial things, and i'd get moody already. hais. i'm so sorry. i promise it won't happen again alright ? i know i screwed up. big time. i really regret my actions last time. if i know it would come down to this, i wouldn't have done all that at all. having a girl lke you, is one in a milion. you don't know how special you are to me. you ask me to forget you, but do you really think i can ? how can i forget you, when you gave me so much to remember ? all those messages in my phone, the sweet ones you sent me, i read and read and read and read them all over again. we used to say, i'll always love you. what happened ? i know i still do. more than i used to in fact. honestly, i'd do anything to get you back. literally, anything. why can't having you back as my wonderful girlfriend be as easy as folding a thousand three hundred and fourteen hearts ? 1314, plus all the numbers, equals to 9 remember ? we used to love everything related to 9. all the hunting we did searching for nines everywhere. we once were a very loving couple, if only you'd give me the opportunity to show you that we will not be what we used to be. but instead, we'll be even more loving and sweet. if only, i had the chance to prove all i need to you. if only..
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hi people. noone reading, so talk to myself again. happy bday RAY (; brother, hope you had fun yesterday :D first time LAN-ed yesterday with Jenting Jeremy and Lena, L4D2 was so nice man. DIE ZOMBIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES ! sorry i keep startling the witches. person who protected friends the most, ME ! see i so useful. can't believe Jenting headshots more than me. i think they count wrong. lol. let's go again soon ! love poly peeps (L)
curently getting to know random people on fb. i mean, cchy peeps. know by face, but never talk before. start to msn them. then know le lor. random me. lol. facebook is such a great place to vent anger. you too blogger, don't be jealous. lol.
shall be a guai kia soon. since i'm giving a damn about everything else around me. soon, it'll be my Diploma only. that's all. no drum in cchy, no ignite, no outings. lol. why suddenly give up ? ask me lor, i'll happily tell you the damn reason. lol.
time to say bye to blogger. hi to food. many of you should know, i love food. and i eat exceptionally alot when i'm sad. so yeah, off to stuff myself. good night lovely people who read things in this place :x
it's easier to be a liar by smiling everyday, than show one's true feelings and make people worry..
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what a day :/
morning, NYP world cup fiesta competition. with junhao min xiuming dekang idrisand daniel. had fun luh overall. why must we be in group A ! all so pro, we almost made it. but yeah, we didn't. world cup format, so the top 2 makes it. we were third >< worst thing is, singapore's best youth is in NYP, in the competition, IN THE SAME GROUP AS US !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but amazingly we managed to draw with his team ! so happy. lol. oh ya, Harris Harun. now then i realise i didn't mention his name. he freaking bgi and fit man. how to mark ?!?!?!?!?! btw, i didn't think i played well enough today lor. sian. sorry guys ):
tried to meet up with someone, but failed. won't elaborate. her problem.
homed after competition. on comp. spam barcelona vs chelsea. of course i was barca. messi in fifa damn pro. in real life also. lol. lampard in fifa damn pro too. in real life, not so. LOL.........play shuang le, cs with ray awhile. wah kp so pro. after studying access he become zai le. mass killing. lol. play awhile only. then started fb. then msn. then webcam. then she went out, so stopped webcam. then blog. then become now. after this post, going eat. eat and eat and eat. so that's it. buffet time for me. chao outside cute people ~
baby, cheerup k ? i'll always be here for you whenever you need someone (; take care !
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